Treasure. Cherish .

2005-04-13T05:24:00.000-07:00

Today Jessica messaged me for the day and told me lots. I felt so damn sorry and sad for her.

Details are confidential =X but. Remember wad i told u. Everything may have been taken away by ... but u possess a heart and a true pure smile that. Forever in her life she wouldn't get to enjoy that.

For ... no 2. Is that worth it. Certainly no :) Whenever u're sad, think so this. And u'll be comforted greatly. Cuz the probably few things in your life u're left with, beats the many things she has. Understand.

Next thing. During recess me n huiying tok bout quail. I'm once a quail owner ok.. =B Den tok tok tok den SOMEHOW... we sidetrack to a disgusting issue. Den me and ma mei go around like pai guang gao lidat. " Ni lao le ma ? " For lame-dalism I'm sure to get A1 -.-

Today is also the Band's SYF. And they got a gold. WoO yeah yippee yippee yeah =/ Congrats =D

Now choir and band have gotten gold. Next thurs will be our competition. Can we maintain the standard. I wonder. WE ALL wonder.. o.O

During el class senghoe was pai seh-ed. He busy "muacking" people around him den in the process of his muackism, ms lim caught him haha. The expression on his face huh. Was like x.X !

He also mixed up the meaning behind PR and PI. Ms lim say Senghoe is a PI. den Senghoe shout so damn loud in return " I already a singaporean ok ! " haha. PI is private eye la wad has it got to do wif s'pore citizenship. =B

That's all for the day. Goodbye ` *

* I just need a minute. Simply 60 seconds.

2005-04-10T03:56:00.000-07:00

Today is a sunday. Family day? haha. Went picnic-king at East Coast Park with my family.

I was imagining us cycling, walking along the seaside happily. But. When we reached there, they refused to do anything. My parents started reading newspapers and my sister fell asleep.

I m more hyper de yeaaaaa =/ So i took a stroll along the seaside myself for bout 30 min. Walked quite far hehe but wasn't tired or bored at all =D

When i came back to the spot where my family was at, i lied down and looked the beautiful sky. Purple blue and red red de. That was FABULOUSSSS ! Den aeroplanes started zooming past us at a constant speed of 1 plane every 2 minutes.

Was entertaining myself by trying to identify the planes that is flying above me. I wish i can be one of the passengers inside the aeroplane flying away from singapore, an island too stressed and harsh for me.

At 7 plus, we left east coast park. On the way back, me and my sister chatted bout some funny incidents that happen to us b4. Long time since we shared our tots together. She told me some real funny stuff and I told her bout the mothball joke of mr bakar and the lame stuff me and my frens did. Ha. Laugh rather horribly =pP

` * The love that last the longest. Is the love that's never returned.

2005-04-09T22:34:00.000-07:00

today had he zou in the morning. Haha initially going with senrong de cuz he live just opposite me den he also need to go school but he overslept =/ So i went alone. haha i was pro-ed. I took the 9am bus when my CO starts at 9am.

when i reach, as usual. The door was still not opened. That's why i take the 9am buz everytime. Conductor seems much more satisfied with today's practice den thurs' practice :)

After CO, Ma mei, Jasmine, Kylie, Physillia, Yunhui and me went to tmall in search for our frens' bday present. After that meiqi they all see the Neoprint shop only den lose control haa. the 6 of us squeezed into the picture. I acted gay in all the photos. haha. The pictures din turn out well :[

It was quite late when we finished taking the pictures so i decided to go home le in case my mummy unhappy. But jasmine and physillia went missing. Den finally saw them walkin out of Mini Toons.

When they came they handed me a present in a large plastic bag. o.O ! For no reason, I really bu hao yi si accept the present. According to yunhui the thing is priced around $10 to $20. You all really don hab to do dis de. Really really really really thanks alot. I'm still feeling v guilty up to this point =X

After that meiqi and kylie went to yunhui house while phy and jasmine go library while i go home.

I'm getting to wear contacts soon ! =B hehe. I wonder how i will look like.

12 plus le. Physillia just messaged me. She seems sad :[

2005-04-08T06:35:00.000-07:00

Never go blogging for a couple of days le. Cuz too busy with CO and studies le.

Today have the soccer match against 3r5 again. Haha. Watched for a while was quite exciting.

Pok Chang was the goalkeeper for 3r5. Din expect him to be so good. Stopped a few goals from our class. Initially we lost to em with a score of 3 - 1. After that jon tan and sebastian came to join after their chem test plus the efforts of the other players finally led to a winning score of 8 -5 i tink? Wasn't too sure cuz halfway thru i went down for practice le.

Down there. Had our weekly mini "he zou" . Today with Fusheng, stacia, haosheng, meiqi, yunhui, kylie, lingling and yanting. Played in pitch darkness chun and xin kong again. Wonderful :) The feeling. Very nice. surprising for chun the kuai ban. without lookin at qin at the damn low pings we din played a lot of wrong notes =p

haha. today during maths test i sat outside to take. Should i say extra or special. Cuz very cramp den teacher scared our class de ppl copy. So mus spread out very very widely. So i ended up the only table outside classroom. haha. Some guys walk past in the middle of test. Lookin at me in CURIOSITY.. -.-

Haiya. Lately got mental breakdown. As long as it's test paper. I would turn blank immediately though i did study and understand what the chapt is trying to say all about. OHMAN HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

` * 13 days to SYF

2005-04-04T06:31:00.000-07:00

today. mood quite good till at nite.

VL lesson got sabohed by my class >,< You noe who u all are !! ha. Chocky made us fill in a form bout ourselves. Den i write so mani lame stuff inside like pimples, height and worse of all chee-ko-pei-lism -.-

Chocky read till o. O ! ha.

Today is choir SYF. Got gold, Congrats :)

Den me and meiqi the lame cells became active again le. Talk bout choir ppl no nid carry instru. den we started imagine choir in the sense of co

When go out of tune. Tune your mouth -.- Put a spare mouth beside you if got any emergency can put on immediately. haha. Lame-d.

During Bakar lesson, meiqi say he go out tune again. haha.

Yann dar called me Ru hua again =/ remind me of ytd the attire she wear. haha. and the wig. o.O

` * 17 more days to syf. . .

tong hua

2005-04-03T20:58:00.000-07:00

I finally managed to watch the MTV of tong hua. Hai. It's sweet, but sad.

http://hall15.ntu.edu.sg/forums/index.php?act=Downloads&CODE=02&id=626

Watch it when you're free. but for those more emotional, it's better to prepare some tissues first :)

2005-04-03T20:18:00.000-07:00

o3.o4.o5 . No any special occasion. haha. Just a sunday. I still remember wad took place last sunday. Last sunday. So fast, 1 week's over.

Just now accompanied my mummi go NTUC cuz papa not around den she can't carry things so i act man go and help her. haha.

She asked me if i'm tall enough to get to soya beans for her. I say OF CUZ. haha. but what happened in the end was. 1 indian guy get it for me, when he see me struggling to reach for it. =x !

All the soya beans' fault la. Act so tall and far behind until i this tall girl can't even reach it =pP

haha ok la enough le. Later 1pm ma mei and ho gian coming my hse cause destruction to it again hehe.

Got to go lunch-ing. Goodbye :)

`* 18 more days to SYF =O

2005-04-02T19:54:00.000-08:00

hello. Today supposingly my papa's bday. But he's not in s'pore :[

Today got practice in school.

After prac went 201 eat den kylie wan to come corrode my cute house while waitin for rain to stop so she can play bball when yeongyeong ge =/

After kylie left, gh called & say wanna come my house teach me valency. Act hao =p haha. Den after she called me, i lie down on my bed rest den eventually fell asleep. When i next open my eyes, I saw (@.@) at me. PAISEH. my sleeping posture -.- how dare she TOU KAN me. haha.

She FORCE [ =p ] me walk her to metta there take bus. It took me 9 min to get home ok while u happily sit on bus >.<>

When i went home, my mummi ask me if me n him still together. Cuz she read another of my diary. All i can tell her is I'm really putting my efforts in JUST studies and co now. That's like. What happened 2 years ago. I hope to let it go, and hope u'll help me let it go by not talking bout it. It's in the past. All in the past. Believe me.

`* 19 more days to SYF = O

2005-04-01T07:29:00.000-08:00

o1.o4.o5 . The beginning of a brand new month. But is everything really going to start anew ? The girl wonders .

Today during chemistry lesson i got so upset. Got back my valency test. hai.

A few days ago teacher gave us a valency test. When she told us of this test, I was away for performance den when i came back i ask my fren if got test den she said cancelled le so i din study for it. On that day it's like. "Class get ready for your valency test." and I was [ o.O ! ]

Today got back the test. Tha marks written on the paper look ever so disgusting. But i dun blame my that fren, dun worry :) Meiqi they all also away for concert n din study. And they can score. I can only blame myself for being so stupid.

Thanks yuewen, denise, jasmine, stacia and the many people around me. mm ok la hongquan also though he's more of trying to see how much i got =/

And thanks meiqi and ho gian for sacrificing their sunday to teach me on valency. Thanks dears :)

After tt i went down self prac with mani mani instrument. Haha. those percussion people. Trying to act fight outside den suddenly throw a chair in. In the end they stood by the door there and "wish" us happy april fool day. ha.

Den stil got a chain of "ghostly" [hao scary ah =p] events by the percussion haha. eg SOME STACKS OF CHAIRS in front of the door blockin the entrance haha. and the sound effects.

They go off the lights but they dun expect us to play in the dark. Ya we really did, in the pitch darkness. And had a lot more fun den playing in the brightness though got a lot strange sound coming out cuz we all cant see the note we pressing. Base on our feelings :)

That's all. Goodbye =D *

Wo hui bian cheng tong hua li . Ni ai de na ge tian shi .
Zhang kai shuang shou . dang zhou zhi pang shou hu ni.
Ni yao xiang xing . xiang xing wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li .
Xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju . -- the gal wonders. Is that possible. Tong hua `*

2005-03-31T07:12:00.000-08:00

HelloOo today practice in school till 8pm. Come out of CD shelter meiqi say hao bu loudly in surprise " WAH so dark liao arh ! " haha. 8pm still got sun meh =p

I prefer practice at metta. There like nicer leh but haiya. All cheat my feelings de there's not going to be anymore practices at metta le :(

After the practice i faster rush off le. My whole family waiting for me. Celebrate my papa birthday in advance cuz he will be in malaysia on his bdae :) But when i reach home i saw them eating happily le >.< All never wait for me de.

Ha. The baby also kpoh kpoh want to join us. Sing the bday song along with us tt time look very cartoonic. After that papa cut the part of cake with all longans for him bring back :( gop-ed want my longans !

After celebration i straightaway went to bathe and rush off to study le. Felt so guilty cant even spend more time with my papa on this day.

Study study study. LOGARITHMS. that chapt sux man. I was doing and crying at the same time. Imagine ex 3.1 already have so many qns i can't do. What else can i do. already bout 2am le i still haven finish my revision on logs.

Still got chinese test that i haven even touch on yet. Good luck to me. So i decided to switch to studying chinese so i ask my sister who claim to teach me maths but ended up sleepin away on my bed to go back her room sleep first =p

Din really sleep for the nite. Yaawn. haha goodbyE

2005-03-29T07:05:00.000-08:00

Today after visiting meiqi cuz she din come school due to. ahah better don't say somehow the word doesn't sound very hao ting to me =/ , ho gian come my house corrode my room haha. She came to do her brochure research den do until go friendster and blogging le. Haha. Hao bu pro >.<

She stayed till i tink 7 plus going to 8pm ba. Haha. After she left, my papa come and ask why i hugging her in the room [ o. O ! ]

haha. Felt so lesbian-ified when he say this to me. Cuz my room only got one chair den i lazi go out take so i share one chair with her den scared i fall down so i hug the chair so like huggin her x.X Who wan to hug her. haha.

2005-03-28T01:34:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone :) Today i finally went to see a doctor le. But with gianhui and meiqi cuz my parents weren't very willing to bring me to one.

Thanks very much ho gian and ma mei. I was really very nervous when i reached the clinic. W/out you all i duno mayb run away le. I noe I lidat very agua la. But. HA. perhaps i m one :)

Haosong physillia meiqi gianhui senrong andy and all who took care or show concern to me b4 in case i forget to mention your name :

You all need not worry le. I m jus sensitive to the air pollution, haze, smoke, dust and cold stuff and cuz of my stupid long term cough [ haha like social studies lidat. Long term n short term factors =/ ]

Em. haha actuali I'm thinking am i right to use "JUST" when i m banned from my darling cold stuff !! =( *sobb-ded *

Ytd i slept in my "new" room for the 1st time. I keep cannot get to sleep cuz very jing zhang den my mama no choice hab to cum bside my and calm me down till i sleep. haha. Like babi ? ^^ or agua =/

Jus now read ma mei's blog. Suddenly remembered physillia told us at KFC on one saturday [ It's like.. "once upon a time ..." le la actuali ]

" A heartbreak is not always as loud as an explosion.
It can be as soft as feather falling.
Too bad the person who caused it.
Cant hear it. "

2005-03-27T01:44:00.000-08:00

Today after moving my stuff into my room went whitesands study with gianhui den senrong also around. Den we study study study till mm. 6.30pm? den senrong starrted acting philosopher haha. So fierce =/ I pluck out ur teeth den u noe. =/ ok la. Actuali thanks a lot for your speech :)

Haha. Forget to mention. Gianhui wear like fei nan =pP

After tt they accompanied me to spotlight and tampines mall to find suitable stuff to put in my room cuz i feel it's lik so empty.

In the end i onli manage to buy glow in the dark stars. Actually quite nice la. I off the lights den can see the beautiful rainbow pattern above my bed :)

That time i wrote a composition. For ngee ann ppl refer to page 45 of the " yi an tian di "=pP That compo i write exactly according how i wanna decor my house next time. But now my room is like so far from it. =( except for the glittering stars...

* Never look in my eyes. If all u want to do is lie.

2005-03-26T20:11:00.000-08:00

Mm. Sunday morning. So long since i stayed at home on sunday le cuz no CO or study group. But todday going to be so busy. So cant go metta help the ppl carry stuffs. Got goh, haosong, fion, haosheng, andy and joanna there. Hai.

Today will be moving my darling bed into my new room =)

My sister wanna take our original room so i hav to take out present study room >,< . But it's ok la. After some decoration and shoppin at spotlight for stuff to put in my room, I wil love it very much =D

As i m typing this i find it very hard to breathe again. I am in the study room, my going-to-be room haha. While my parents are at the living room. Physillia keep insisting me to tell my parents. I also want to. But they won't bring me see doctor de.

Torn between my choices. Should i take a step out to the living room and let em know. or remain in my room till I'm ok.

- ` never talk bout feelings. If they were never there

2005-03-25T20:00:00.000-08:00

Today went to yunhui house. She has her own rooom ! Blue blue de den habe her own television telephone and computer in her room. Envy-ed her =]

Den i was sitting on her bed when she suddenly say her dog like to jump on her bed after bathing den ohmygod the next moment i hear the ringing of bells den saw the shadow of the scary figure. [ o.O !] and i fell down her bed. Hao bu Pai seh =/

Den i after went home. ha. When i reach home i tell my mama i wanna my own room den she say very waste electricity den dun allow. was so disappointed =(

When my papa come home i tell him den he agree let me n my sis hav our own room ! =D Den started moving the cupboards shelves and tables. I feel so excited !!

At 9pm i took a break and watch "Men dang hu dui" haha. tt's my favourite show. Very very lame and funnny. This episode featuring on the papa wanna learn English den cause alot of commotion haha.

Got one ang moh wanna ask direction to go Scotts road den ask him. He wanna tell him to take the underpass but he duno how to say in english den he try to use actions to express to him. haha. Very so funny.

Then continue moving. At 11 plus felt very tired den went to sleep le. So long nv sleep so early le. Feel so great. Den at 12.34am someone called my hp den vibrate so vigorously. Scare me up. haha. tt's all. Good bye =p

2005-03-25T00:50:00.000-08:00

Today i was so so upset. I got practice at office there den at 1.30pm lidat when goin to leave tt time realised the gate is locked n we don't hab the keys. Den my fathe call ask me why so long haven come down den i say i was locked inside, mayb hav to wait for bout 15 more min

But after quite long still no one came to open door den my father started calling me every 5 min lidat den soon my mum did the same, takin turns to yell at me. Oh plz. Yell yell yell. But the door wont jus drop down and let us out rite -.-

Den after 1 hour plus my father came up to the studio there and yell in my face den demand me call haosong and ask for haosong number.

I was so guilty u noe. Sorry haosong i really din meant to get you guys scolded.

He yell at me it's ok lor i'm his daughter he can do anyth he wan to but he go and yell at some other people's son. Somemore he wasn't responsible for it at all de lor.

I got so fan irritated and shakened by him. Finally at 3 pm haosong they all rush back le. And my father yell at haosong, his parents, physillia and another guy.

ya 5 ppl come up to let us out and satisfy u happy? U kicking a big fuss lor i noe you're concerned but u dun hav to yell at other people rite. They're not obliged to your screams ok.

Come back home is my mum's turn to "talk" to me. After "DISCUSSING" I wasn't allowed to go anywhere except for studying. sometimes not even CO. Ya. I'll just study till i die.

It's not the CCA point i'm interested in I really is interested n love CO why do u all only care for those which can fetch me money in the future? Wad's the use of having a diploma n so much money when i dun get to do wad i enjoy?

feel so damn upset n disappointed. Enough bout the diploma and money talks. I aren't neglectin my studies too much either right.

blackie~

2005-03-24T00:38:00.000-08:00

Today sports day. Became a blackie haha.

B4 the sports meet start, we sang the national anthem den got some ppl behind me keep makin fun of the song den think is very funny. But do they noe it's so irritating n rude -.-

I was cheering like duno wad but the guy sitting beside is like stone. eh really a typical stone. Den do kallang wave he also sit there practise stone-sation. haha.

Great job to all the runners =]

After sports meet went to watch "the eye 10" with gh kylie n the percussion ppl. Ha. Startin only den hui jie scared liao hehe den yong han keep shouting den duno who go and scare hui jie den made him stand up durin the show haha.

Actually the show quite funny la. Laugh more den shout. waste my money. haha.

After tt went walk walk while waitin for ma mei n yunhui to finish their show. Oh btw they watch miss congenality. [ duno spell correct ma =p ]

5 plus pm le. Scared parents unhappy so rush back home alone. tt's all for the day. Goodbye =B

2005-03-23T07:51:00.000-08:00

Today finally big day arrived le! 10.35am can excused from school le =p ha. Lazy people like me most happi de ha.

Say by 11.30 will leave sch de but drag drag drag till duno wad time. In btw tt time got sth happen made me very irritated. Tt should be her own responsibility n initiative to get what she need ok we really have many more important stuff to rush, den still give me n meiqi attitude.

Finally left school at 12 plus i tink. Reach VCH tt time we rehearse chun tian den at there still kena nagged by her. I got many things to remember i really duno which part u missed out.

Evening dinner came late. Arrived onli bout 10min b4 concert den everyone was like [ o.O ! Got food! ] ha.

I help the rest of ppl get food cuz thy tuning upstairs. den i saw Chee yao on stage duno doin wad den got very excited ha den rush to look for meiqi. din see a real high step in frnt of me n tripped over it in a superman poise. Oh man. The zhong ruan people all witness it =/ hao bu pai seh!

Den both my knees swollen quite badly but luckily b4 concert start get betta le =]

Concert finally begin. The hao sheng solo tt song. Practised so damn hard for it. But in the end too nervous. The hou ban pai becum zhen pai. Sorry to ruin it sorry x.X After we get down the stage, it's lik jacob sayin " Hey you guys the hou ban pai like shit ! " =/

chun tian. very nervous. we practised very hard for it too. Den i find not v good leh. But conductor say veri nice =p He say nice jiu ok le ha =pP

Whole concert ended successfully. Feel sad more than happi. Cuz for dis concert we whole day prac prac prac. Den it's like. Suddenly all the prac came to a stop except the SYF's. Gonna miss the practices so much. =(

n thanks a lot yunhui meiqi n gianhui . =]

Gtg le. Good bye!

2005-03-23T07:41:00.000-08:00

Today got urgent meetin at CD shelter almost right after my lesson. Got the price for the sec 1 orientation. I decided to give them a 'SO' party on wednesday de instead of jus distributing the price to them since they all so on =]

After the meeting i got prac for huo che. Halfway thru the prac i come out n cough cough cough at the sink. Very hard to breathe. Lucki got ho gian around pat my back. If not I duno wad to do le. Thanks =]

After huo che prac i already like almost 6 den i 7 got prac at metta den forgot ho gian waitin for me den i rush home le. Sorry made her run after me =/ !

Intend to go home rest a while cuz v tired after breathing so hard. but in the end i hav to return to school put back yanxin's qin n get meiqi's qin for her. By the time i reach home is alreadi 6.30. Hao bu late. Yawwn. ha.

Prac change to 8pm. Den when i come out of lift i xia dao. I heard meiqi n yongxian shoutin my name i look up saw so many dizi people n meiqi. It's like [ o.O ! ]

At metta prac till 10.40pm sth. Got back home so tired le. Rushing here n ther for the whole day. ha. Gtg le. Good nite!

2005-03-20T04:12:00.000-08:00

9.05am. Fei nan Ho gian came to my hse. Early in the morning come corrode my cute lil house haha =p

Ytd 4 plus den sleep de liao. Cuz. ha. I hate nights. Sleepless nights.

After eat breakfast at HOLA with fei nan, we walked em ok rush 2 Metta for CO prac. reached at 9.59am. Ya 1 min earlier. :]

Da zu till 1.20pm lidat. Den have chun tian prac at 2.30pm. Meiqi dey all go eat den yawnn.. 2.40pm lidat den come bac. Nv see me sittin at e corner somemore. Asshole =p

Prac till 4 plus. Very guilty cuz jon lim wanna cum my cute hse =p do hmk de. Den i hav to keep postponing till 4 plus den in the end he got tuition den cant come n do le. Sorry :[

After prac saw the guys cleanin the floor. haha like gays onli =p

Now fei nan sittin beside me. Doin heymath haha. Ok today not mani things happen. Gooddbye

Sec1 orientation!

2005-03-18T04:06:00.000-08:00

Mm. today quite a lot of events take place. Early in the morning went to school for sec 1 orientation. ha i was the IC for group 'SO'. ha lucky me got a quite outstanding group. Our group cheer is very man. haha like 'pai1 guang3 gao4' lidat hee. I lead them in the cheer wah damn pai seh haha but it's just once in a year camp, might as well enjoy myself :)

After that Liping they all ask e ICs distribute sweets den i act hao xin give each of my member 3 sweets but HAIYA! o.O it turn out to be how they cheated out feelings at CO camp ha. 1 sweet represent 3 descriptions. Ha. Got scorned by em =/ sorry ! I really dun mean it =p

Den went to play caterpillar n other games. wao very tiring. den came to sort of telematch. ha i even more tired den my group members. went around pickin up balls and helpin others cheat =/ hee. Meiqi yea ;)

Was really enjoyable but i got to leave at 1 cuz conductor call us for practice at conductor office. At there he trained us ya it was really very good. Attendin his 1 practice = attendin 4 or 5 of yu jia's lesson. Nice yea ;))

Jus now came back took bus 9 wao the moment i step on bus i could smell strong vomit smell oh man i tolerate tt for the rest of 8min or so. When i reach home i feel so damn sick. The smell still follow me. Oh no. ha. should be all for e day. Goodbye !

Bball craze!

2005-03-18T04:01:00.000-08:00

Let's continue from ytd entry hehe. Ytd play bball. B4 i join. The guys are playin haha they damn funny man play even no rules-er den us =/ 1 pathetic person with the ball was kicked haha.

Den after we joined, things weren't any better la haha. I scared yonghan many times with my man man voice and find someone erRm very temptin haha. Hao sheng n hui Jie are the repeated casualty haha. Since I played bball 2 days ago with senrong, gianhui n kylie i got addicted. ha the ball ball now with me. Gonna continue with the bball craze on sat and sun. OOooo yea o.O

2005-03-17T08:05:00.000-08:00

Today during da zu break conductor want to hear zhong ruan and liuqin play the chun tian. Play halfway hear the sound i produce guai guai de den i look at my qin n it was like [ o.O ! ] My ping came off.

Den got quite worked up hey kylie i not fed up cuz i cant practise there. ha Is cuz i reali soOo sick n tired of my liuqin sufferin from diff kind of "disease" =/ everytime.

Is like my qin will produce a sick ' sha sha' sound unless i hold it like pipa tt's y these days i look kind of alienic among the liuqin cuz of this position =X den my below tt 'wei tiao' part was broken. ask tt chen lao ban come he keep procrastinating. den it's like forget it le cuz i reali no time to let him take my qin away.

Den conductor say we all play like shit [ x_x ! ] so tml got to get off from the Sec 1 orientation to conductor office lian chun tian. ha.

After da zu we go play bball. ha em tml den continue the blog. my parents scold le =/ nite nite

Leave me alone

2005-03-15T06:18:00.000-08:00

FREAKING CRAZY

I knew that will jolly well hurts and upset me. but i jus cant help logging on to friendster. And click under her name.

Yeah. So it turns out that I've seen her before. At metta.Ya i did smiled at her a couple of times. And it turns out to be the face i saw on my computer screen. Shocked. mm accordin to meiqi. she's the pink pants gal =/

human is like xiao cha bo-s. Curious kpoh itchy heart blah n blah to find out bout some things but once they found out. they wish they hadn't. Dis is known as lookin for trouble yourself. N tt's wad i doing. Hai. I'm a xiao cha bo.

Nothing much to say today. Very heartbroken when heard of u two the sunplaza happy trip wad happen after PAYCO. Ya enjoyable? Very upset when i find out who she is. Ya. Very chio n cute yea? Very lost after all these. Ya u're happy rite.

Sorry today entry very rude. Bye. I'm a lonely gal.

- LONELINESS STRUCK ME. leave me alone.

I'm back =)

2005-03-13T03:50:00.000-08:00

Yeahhhh my com can use again le. For a while again i guess.. * yawwnnnn =p *

Today went to old metta help move the intruments. Den meiqi accidentally knocked the guzheng den kevin put it off by saying got tyre punctured at expressway. haha.

Went new metta. Nice place. Den unload things. den gianhui damn farnie. The lift open i onli saw gu zheng den i xia dao. Den suddenly saw gianhui squeezin at a corner. ha. Gianhui vs gu zheng. Keep staring at duno-call-wad-name to disturb ha. Come from er hu [la mu =p] de.

Yawwnn =p tired. Den meiqi and ho gian went bugis. No mood to go. so i went home. - The end - =D

Ytd. [ [ bad day ] ] My papa suddenly cannot see in one eye. Den ask him things he dun1 to reply ask mama she also like ignore me. Was very worried cuz i dun even hab the slightest idea wad's wrong with him. My sister cried for very long while i kept on thinkin of findin a job to support him =/ At my age the $ I can earn hao ke yi support wor, but. tt's wad came into my mind ytd. Strange-d =X

This morning he say he can see le. But i dun find myself believing him. Cuz a few years ago he contracted cataract. And he manage to depend on just 1 eye to drive us back from KL to s'pore at night. Goodness that was dangerous. When i came back i saw his eyeball white white de. Scared the hell out of me.

That's it. GoooooooodbyeeeeeeeeE * yawnn =p *

8th post. haiz.

2005-02-23T20:45:00.000-08:00

very bad day today.

Each time i made up my mind to quit being sad, something cruel will happen. Today someone told me that he had fell in love with another gal. I've guessed it so. but i've never expect3d that things is so serious.

A few days before Valentine's Day I went shopping for the nicest Valentine's present for him but it never reached him. On Valentine's Day.

When the couples in my class happily appreciate this day, i sat quietly, alone in one corner.

While you happily bear to spend so much on that girl on that day. I'm really very disappointed.

You said you would never hurt me the way xxx does. But u did. * I hate it *

* You brought my heart high & watch it fall to a million pieces. *

haiz..

2005-02-21T21:37:00.000-08:00

* dun keep reminding me of what great times you two had please =(

* When will the old times come again to revisit ?

7th post =)

2005-02-21T21:25:00.000-08:00

=) hello. This's my 7th entry =) * My computer FINALLY FINALLY can use le hip hip hurray ! hehe. Just went to friendster. Waw kiao added me haha. =p mm. Today yishuen didi and puyuan never come to school... Heard from Yuewen @ first Puyuan is act sick de den in the end reali sick... see la act somemore la ok la reali very cruel to scold someone sick =/ Get well soon =))

Yuewen just told me tomorrow is either puyuan and her come together or both also dun come.. hao bu like super glue stick together. but very envious both of them maintain such a good friendship.. hai..

* If every dream I have is of you, I wanna sleep forever.

6th post =) !

2005-02-17T19:42:00.000-08:00

Hello. I am now in Temasek Polytechnic haha. Accompanying my sister. Today after physics rushed off for lunch. Then rushed off to chemistry. Then rushed down for CCA. Finally rushed out for TP. haha today is a hao bu tired de day. Yawnnnnnnn...

Yesterday assembly very funny. "Pupurian idol' -.- haha. but was funny. Hao yi ge spongebobb and patrick's fan fight.

Today stomach very pain. Cuz of my suay-ed mouth la. Just laughed at gianhui for something only. Den the next day immediately fall on me. x_x . Next time mus tiam tiam don't make so much comments liao haha. OoPs got to rush off le. Update next time. Bye! =)

My 4th Post =) !

2005-02-16T19:09:00.000-08:00

Today's 16.o2.o5. Gerald's birthday. After school everyone was looking forward to his birthday celebration but ... The cake and people were all there. But the atmosphere wasn't right.

ShanShan and Sandra were sort of frustrated cuz it seems like only them being so busy trying to make this day a success while others simply slack in class waiting.

So one by one people left in bad mood. ShanShan. Sandra. Sinyee. Puyuan. Gerald. Yishuen, leaving me, ma mei, ho gian, waihong and gerald trying to figure out what exactly had happened. Slices of cake were left on the table. Un-eaten-ed.

Then becuz of something which i don't think i want to put down here, Puyuan and Yuewen fall out with each other.

For Yuewen and Puyuan * Both of you share the closest platonic relationship among all I've seen. I once told you before. I chose friendship out of relationship cuz friendship doesn't break off easily. But it does, if you're not careful. Hope you 2 will cherish each other :)

For Gerald * Today is your birthday. It's definitely going to feel lousy when so many unpleasant things fall on a supposingly happy day. But no matter what happen, wish u a very happy 15th birthday and cheer up. If you need someone to listen to your probs u can look for me. My hp's always on for you guys :)

My 5th Post =) !

2005-02-16T15:12:00.000-08:00

Hello! Me again =pP Actually this is called Fei Hua la. My blog so obviously is me haha =/ Today I was "allocated" a new name =/ In fact most people had too.

- * Gian Hui ` Tracy Ho. haha this name don't suit you la asshole =pP

- * Yishuen ` Lester Fong. haha. Chemistry teacher tot he's called Lester hehe.

- * Puyuan ` Daniel Khoo =/ His face not ang moh enough. Got english name like guai guai de haha.

- * Me ` Toilet Bowl loo/ Loo-gee / Lully =! Hey these names is extremely awful ok! haha. But suay-ed. Will be stucked with these abnormal names till next year haha.

- * Mei Qi ` Evelyn Ma. Evelyn the name too gentle for her le =p Then Sinyee heard as 'Evening' haha. Den from there. Some people got some more new names again. It goessssssss.....

... Gianhui as Morning. Amanda as Afternoon. Mei Qi as Evening. Me as night. Melissa as midnight
haha it's lame ok i noe =/

=) My 3rd Post!

2005-02-15T02:40:00.000-08:00

Mm. Today 15.o2.o5. Happy Total Defence Day to all =/ haha. Today got quite a couple of things happen but forget liao le. Ah har, it is the day Jasmine told me waw kiao got stead. haha win liao. Sayang-ing her chin somemore =X

* Staring at the Valentine's card that never reached him =(

My 2nd Post! =)

2005-02-14T20:51:00.000-08:00

haha. was still quite excited bout' dis blog. So itchy hand la, decided to add in another post hehe.

Melissa the flirtatious insect, Yuewen & Denise baked me some cookies today! Thanks alot =)

Meiqi and ho gian wrote me a card :) Though consist of bhb contents that's corrosive =p, but still thanks alot

Puyuan gave me a handphone pouch. Haha don tink i duno your intentions behind it huh! so that we will be reminded when using hp haha. Also thankiew..

Today is 14.o2.o5. Dropped a tear for u. But I'm telling u. I'm telling everyone. I promise it'll be the last day I'm sad. The last day I cry for you.

My First Post! =)

2005-02-14T20:25:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all and all who's reading my blog now :)

Finally my blog is established, after a very long period of attempts haha. Firstly must thank Ho Gian for her help. Especially for the template. I WAS TOTALLY SCREWED BY IT haha. So thanks dearie =pP *ka bish*

This song here is called ' Ni Yao De Ai ' I think most people should know ba =/ Love this song. Sweet. Nice. =) Hope you guys enjoy your stay at my blog. Take care ;)